It's not easy. Nothing really is. I find myself constantly stuck between feeling like I want a home and chaos and at this point, I do, but I'm surrounded by chaos and home and I don't know what I want.
It's a mirror, art and life, you never get a choice and I'm riding the wave as heavy as I possibly can because I don't get a choice. None of us do. But in that moment, where we're thrown against the wall and forced to pick up the contents of our pockets and make it fucking work, we are truly alone, starving, but so alive.
Our abilities of survival, our abilities of dealing with our Sisyphus lifestyles, that's what make us who we are. This is who I am. This is the cloak of my moniker, how close it is to my real name, how obvious it all is. It's running through the same vein.
But, please, don't take yourselves too seriously. Otherwise, you would've overdosed years ago.
I love y'all. Stay independent.
released July 7, 2017
Everyone in my life. Everyone I talk to daily. You know who you are.
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