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I'm Perfect (The Lost Album)

by los que no tienen

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1.
Oh you you got a freight train heart Nothin holds you back A locomotive off the track I can hear your train whistle blow I ain’t movin off the rails you can take me down But It’s my decision now Oh I, I’m in the passenger seat I hope these trax decompose so I can strike out on my own I’m going out of my head, and into my body I’ve shoveled all my coal To fill up this empty hole Oh please don’t say goodbye For these last few miles I’ll change up my direction, won’t resemble my reflection Just open your eyes and see past the mess I made of me Still I, I’ve got a one track mind I can’t stop myself from thinking About you, like that, tonight Oh you swing and you sway You got me to my knees I’m begging, “Please, I can do more than just tease you.” Oh please don’t say goodbye Oh please don’t say goodbye Oh please don’t say goodbye Or I’ll swear on yours and mine That we can make it all worthwhile
2.
Jealousy 03:05
Look out it's the road comin' down from the back of the line The horizon stretches further, but I can't see mine I'm passing all these people, brake lights they shine I hope they stop just in time Oh girl, I hate his guts but I can't stay mad I'll give him a second chance, they won't be all that bad I'd rather see you die than kiss him back But I hope this world'll slip to black We'll both find someone new to break off how I feel I know you've found a what's-his-face by now When it's time to stop the show, I'll be in the back row Hand in hand with I can't quite figure out Hand in hand with someone I know by now Hand in hand with a good girl I've found
3.
When we hid out behind the risers at the high school Making bitter calculations with a slide rule The grim particulars of poisoning the swimming Well you looked me in the eye Ready to die We were becoming what we are Collapsing Stars Well we chewed up d-dextromorphon pills like bubblegum Till our hearts were beating deep and rich as kettle drums I knew that if we waited long enough the change would come And then the change did come Hold tight, hold fast Catch lightning in a jar I told you to load up on provisions Cuz we wouldn't be back for awhile Put all your troubles in your old kit bag Turn toward the camera, and smile smile smile When we ditched our plans to poison all our enemies Tucked our weapons in a clearing and covered them with leaves Oh we are gonna come rejoicing bringing in the sheaves one day, and we are on our way You can look But you won't find Another love like ours Collapsing Stars
4.
I'm just a dimestore love Oh, I'm just a dimestore love If you can't find a use than someone else could Oh, I'm just a dimestore love I's broken before you took me home I was broken before you took me home You can leave me on the empty shelves all alone I's broken before you took me home I'm a cheap and used, mass produced Waste of foreign labor My hometown's shut down With my thrift store kiss and selfishness That eats up my insides Take me back to your place I'm just a dimestore love Oh, I'm just a dimestore love If you can't find a use than someone else could Oh, I'm just a dimestore love
5.
kill my sadness, fuck my lonely scream and yell, "just please abuse me, "I deserve to be loved, "I wanna feel alive, "my poor dreams are never enough, "Oh, spread my legs and fly." Oh, burning buildings, barricades Oh, nurse the wounds with novacaine Oh, kiss my bleeding knees Oh, hold me through the night Your eyes are blazing fire We'll make it here all right I wanted to end this lonesome life With a dagger of my choice Tourniquet and burnt black spoon Will muffle my screaming voice This pain's just too much to bear Help me to fall out of line Before these vampires Steal every ounce of life
6.
Disconnection: Look at these people, they all in a line Get married, get buried, repeat all the time I see their faces, but, oh, I don't feel a bond I've been planning out hour, oh days of the week But when I go see them we're all taking leaks My friends, my friends, my friends, just leave me alone I don't wanna drink, no I'm not like my brother If you want to love me, I'll act like my father, I'll use you, abuse you, or maybe I'll just go mad If you take this chance, for just one more dance I'll hopefully fool you, you'll think I'm a man We'll both grow distant, apart, but I'll just grow sad, so I'll sing; Disconnection You'll think that it's love but to me it's just sex Your heart will break through me, turn me to a mess We can sit and chat or just take off all our clothes Well, for me, for me, it's only the latter None of this bullshit has ever mattered I know you'll scream, you'll scream, "you'll end up alone!" And I can't see An in between Of feeling alone Or feeling Disconnected
7.
I'm Perfect 03:34
I flirt with death and all it's curses Casting second glances On a casket Fit for me and all my many masks This facade is shaving carefully Against the grain so gently A wicked weapon of deception That keeps me in your periphery I'm perfect I'd rather than let you in Cut myself off from all my friends Their happiness is too expensive For a man like me to give I'm counting endless hours off like sheep As I just try to get some sleep Just hoping that you will talk to me Why wouldn't you want to talk to me I'm perfect I'll tell you everything you need to hear the endless conversation in the mirror I'll be the straw, the paper, eternal fire The darkest heart of man The one that you desire I'm perfect You'll never see the flaws that I keep inside You'll never hear my pain As my heart beats, it dies
8.
She burnt down my fuckin house And set my soul on fire But her hold upon my heart is a vice grip She said she would treat me right And now calls me the liar But that don’t mean that I am innocent Oh she bites, oh she screams, oh she scrapes Out of lust Oh she fights, she bleeds, she hates Out of love There’s madness in our broken home That takes flight as hope But I can’t shake how I still wanna die She wonders ‘bout my troubled past And wrangles it with rope Kissing down my neck, as tears fill my eyes Oh she bites, oh she screams, oh she scrapes Out of lust Oh she fights, she bleeds, she hates Out of love Love Love
9.
Well, I am just a shadow of a man With broken, busted, bruised up bones that clatter Up inside My bed Oh, I give you an illusion of myself To keep you from looking inside and mocking My poor skellington All joking aside, the silence burns into my eyes I'm still ashamed Of what my past beholds My body whethers away But don't be frightened There's new flesh painted on These fragile bones My broken heart, it rattles in my ribcage My burning love, it swells with so much hate Your magic touch, sends shivers through my spine kiss me, kill me hell abuse me save me from this borish, strip mined state

about

There are a lot of things on my mind recently, but I guess I've never been more sane, more content, more satisfied with the way I've been living. After being an addict, I relapsed on opiates, but I left for Thailand and got to experience an entirely different way of life. The alternative surprised me, it inspired me, it keeps me feeling so blessed to be alive without any religion or creed to spread out to others. Life is a constant journey full of the ups and downs and when shit gets sad, depressing, inescapable, it's nice to have an outlet to vent. Whether or not music changes anything or not, I'm glad I get to connect with the people I connect with.
This album is NOT a reflection of how I feel at the moment. Sadness is just the only inspiration that causes me to stay up for hours at a time, writing until the feeling escapes me.

Stay tuned though. I've recently understood how to make music with people, without having to dip into that reserve. Imagine: music without tragedy, only creativity.

credits

released May 21, 2016

Eric Miller: vocals, guitar, bass, drums
Martyn Provensen: production, mastering, mixing
Katia Innis, Haley Pinney, Aidan Dugan-Culton, Abigail Adrianse, Tanner Hixon: Moral support
Katia Innis: album artist

Also, all my friends and supporters who had to wait 5 or 6 months for an album that was more or less never gonna happen. This is my first album with songs I actually enjoy and continue to play, even to myself. Thanks, y'all!

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